06/22/26 A New Poem for a New Day

Photo Credit: Sofia Sforza

I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’m going
All I know is that I am here
I am always here
Everyday it’s a new “here”
And that’s always where I seem to be

I want to write the song
That brings out my heart
That the world will sing
But all that comes out is
These little words
On a page flapping in the wind

I want this to mean something
It must all amount to something
Something more than an experience
That I can’t form into words
And no one asks about

Blast from the past:

Ineffableness
Immeasurability
Deification

06/21/26 A New Poem for a New Day

Photo Credit: gt39

I Try to Fly So High

I want to try to fly.
My lie is that I’d fly so high.
I can try to fly.
I cry as I fly.

If I fly, I’ll die.
My cry will fly so high.
I buy the lie to fly so high.
I fly to strive to try.

I hide to not fly so high I’d die.
Can I just try to fly?
I cry each time I fly so high.
I lie as I try to fly.

My time to fly is nigh.
I must fly to not die.
Why lie when I can fly?
I must try to fly.

Don’t try to fly so high.
I fly to try to strive.
I fly so high I cry.
I fly so high I’ll die.

I cry, “Why can’t I fly?”
When I fly so high, I die.
I’d die to try to fly.
I try my lie that I will fly.

I strive to try to fly.
I fly with no cry to die.
I’d lie to fly so high.
I lied to fly so high I’d die.

My try is that I’d fly so high.
I lie that I will fly.
My cry will lie and die.
Less try. Just fly. Don’t die.

(An edited version of a former poem from a while ago to make it more how I wanted it)

Blast from the past:

Living in the space
There between the bullet
And the gun barrel

06/18/26 A New Poem for a New Day

Photo Credit: Me (I took this one)

The lights flicker in the darkness
As I gaze out the high rise window
Cars and bikes halt
On streets too narrow

They try to rush to work
Among the vast expanse
Of restaurant chains
That they can’t afford

Blast from the past:

In a new city
As the fervor of the day
Transforms into night,
I lie here remembering
That I’m just a hollow shell.

06/17/26 A New Poem for a New Day

Photo Credit: Dekler Ph

(The person who this poem is dedicated to will know who they are when they see it.)

I hope you can
Give yourself the hugs
That I could never seem to give you

I hope you can
Stabilize the life
I kept moving beneath you.

I hope you can build
A place for yourself
I could never create with you.

I hope you can give
Yourself enough space to be
In a world trying to snuff you out.

I hope you can get
The anger to keep going
Even if it’s directed at me.

I hope you can continue
To fail with a courage
I will never be able to muster.

I hope you can laugh
In the way that
I never seemed to understand.

I hope you can have
The adventures
I never had time for.

I hope you can grieve
For what could have been
So that you never accept anything less

I hope you can see
Beyond the storm
At the life you’d love to live.

I hope when you remember our time together
You remember it just fondly enough to keep going
But with just enough anger at me
To try to prove me wrong.

Blast from the past:

You
Me
You and me
You and me falter
You and me falter every day